Disguised in Reality Tour or Gaining Distance
October 3, 2008
Disguised in Reality Tour or Gaining Distance
With the Disguised in Reality Tour fast approaching I needed some real time away from home. But the further away I seem to be, the less of a difference it seems to make. I’ve been out here in Beautiful Victoria, BC Canada, relaxing, more or less reliving past Sundays over and over again. Walking into downtown, looking at the water and the mountains in the distance.
I came out here to get away, from what I’m not exactly sure but I just wanted to do NOTHING, go for coffee in the morning, write a little, drain my head of thoughts like a massive sweltering blister. I dont know if its working but I needed to know where I stand with myself and the future of whatever it is I am doing. Taking the time to focus on the next couple of years but more importantly these next few months.
I take a lot of time in my life to watch. A voyeur of human behavior. But I’m not sure if its out of sheer entertainment to see a couple fighting over whos gotten to do what on their vacation, or if its juts out of curiousity. Maybe both.
The point is reflection time is good for you but can also paralyze you in a state of inaction against yourself. Out of the entertainment value of your own thoughts you just fester with nothingness. Talking big and acting big are two different things.
I’ll be the first to say I only have a very vauge idea of HOW I am trying to persue a life in music. I do know thats what I want, but how? All I know right now is to take action on the things I can put into motion while still maintaining some sense of me. Think, Build, Display, Repeat. Its all there.
Disguised in Reality Dates Coming Soon
